Universal Challenge of Character

Couple quick notes

1. Terrible news hit me tuesday from the issues that have encompassed the last 8 months. The offer I have been given is poor at best. I'll get more into this in it's own post.

2. Work is going well. Though everyone thinks I'm on deaths door because of allergy season's grip on me.

Now for my big one.

3. The girl who had my heart and was the strength behind my coping at the end of last year. The girl who I believed was a perfect person for me and who played the part very well. The girl who deliberately kept herself the center of my life. The girl who, in an instant devastated and exited my life on Christmas day, with no explanation, messaged me today with an apology for her actions. The result was not what she thought it might be. Yet she did receive one:

You destroyed what was left of my confidence and of my faith in people. Mostly, what you did was force me to realize that people are mean, self centered and deceitful and that my character judgement is HIGHLY flawed. I believed in you, as a manager, as a woman and as good person. 2012 has been a fantastic year for me as I have begun to rebuild my life and put the horrible events of last year behind me. I owe a lot of that to you. The hypocrisy of what you said and did with me and the way you portrayed our "relationship" to everyone else was pathetic, disgusting and in most people's eyes unforgivable. It took me a while to realize one thing; you lost the best person you've ever met or likely ever will. I just lost another liar that used me for their own benefit. I'll be fine. With all that said, I forgave you before you asked. But I did it for me.