As it was, as it is, as it will be

So mentioned in a previous entry that the hardest part of the year for me has been remaining "humble".

It's so easy to fall into old habits. Old spending, behavioral and otherwise. The catch is to try to REMEMBER the feelings of being broke, depending on other people for more than I ever imagined and the "funk" of all of the events of last year.

It's like a blast of cold water in my face when I do that. It makes me remember what matters.

I have effectively removed myself from most all of the associations with last year. I have one more huge hurdle to pass. Once it's done I have to focus on climbing back up again. Better apt. Better car. Better career.

You will have ebbs and flows!! Just think of what you want in the future for yourself and it will help you remember it every day!!!!