I can not believe how much my life is changing. I can't believe how much I'M changing. It's weird. I like different things. I have different priorities, habits, behaviors and character traits. I swear if you knew me 2 years ago and you know me now, you wouldn't even recognize me. It's pretty cool actually.
Yesterday, I went to the gym and got a massage from a very cute, VERY flirty 22 year old and all I could think was "God I wish she'd be quiet and let me relax" at any other point in my life I would have bought her a dozen roses and maybe a house or two.
Not anymore. Instead I am totally focused on my personal development. I have stuck with this budget app I have been using and most of my debt is paid up after this past paycheck. I even transferred a whopping $30 into savings.
It's fascinating. I don't think I'm nearly as fun as I have always been but that will come back. I'm sure of it. In the mean time, I am working every day to be a better me.
I don't claim to understand the fairer sex any more today than I did years ago, but now... Well... I don't really care. I can't be bothered really.
I woke up at 7am today to get a physical, that included blood work, an EKG and other tests. All of which, so far, turned out well. These are my priorities. Not valentines day or anniversaries or traveling. Just maintenance. It's definitely strange...
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